- livingeverydayofmy
- 1 day ago
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There are moments in life when our emotions rise like tides… when the walls of our inner world feel as though they are squeezing us into a tighter and tighter space. This week felt like a birthing chamber - dense, intense, unavoidable. It was a week of deep emotional alchemy. A transformation from pressure into awakening.
This week felt like the beginning of a spiritual awakening. A rising clarity moving through me.
I woke up with my eyelashes salted together from a night of releasing, yet somehow, the pressure had lifted. The emotional waves that had been building - failure, crash, failure, crash - finally made their way upward and outward through my crown chakra. The energy had completed its cycle.
This is the beauty of emotional alchemy: what rises, releases.
In the middle of these waves, I realized something important.
The heaviness wasn’t random.
It wasn’t punishment.
It wasn’t “just a bad day.”
I was recycling the vibration of feeling like a failure - as a parent, partner, and human being navigating life’s complexities. And in that moment, I remembered the one force that always holds me:
Ek Ong Kar — the One, the Original Source, the Divine. Call it God, Goddess, Universe, Infinite Creator…the label doesn’t matter. The connection does.
And so, at 6:05 AM, I rose for my morning practice: Sacred Dawn — Morning Call. This emotional alchemy was guiding me toward something higher. A spirutal awakening already unfolding within me.
This practice has become an anchor not only for me, but for the women who join me each morning. Women craving grounding, clarity, breath, ritual, and connection. Together, we tap into the powerful frequency that lives within and around us.
Working with this Divine energy flowing through my chakras hasn’t stopped my emotions. It hasn’t “fixed” me or removed the human experience.
And it has given me the greatest gift of all:
✨ The Sacred Pause
The pause between feeling and reacting.
The breath before the choice.
The mantra before the memory.
The grounding before the spiral.
That pause changes everything.
🌙 Yesterday, My Body Asked Me to Rest
So I listened.
I laid down at 2 PM and let the emotions crash through my physical body until they were done.
By evening, I rose, ate, and went to bed early - empty, released, restored.
🌞 This Morning Marked A Spiritual Awakening
I stepped into the day lighter, grateful, more awake. Something inside me had shifted. The pressure had turned into clarity.
I realized it was time to rise even higher.
To wake earlier.
To prepare the sacred space for myself and for others.
To answer the calling that has been quietly guiding me:
to lead women through transitions using frequency, breath, movement, and Divine connection.
💛 If You’ve Been Feeling the Waves…
If you’ve been experiencing emotional heaviness, energetic pressure, or sudden internal shifts…you’re not alone.
These are collective movements - invitations into deeper alignment and higher truth.
And if you’ve been longing for an anchor, something dependable to hold onto during these waves…Come join me in the morning light.
✨ A Spiritual Awakening Within the Waves
These moments of heaviness often become the doorway into our own spiritual awakening.
🌅 Sacred Dawn Awaits
If you're moving through your own emotional alchemy, know you're not meant to walk it alone.
We’re rising together.



